Today is National Rainbow Baby Day (August 22nd) a day many women wish to be celebrating after endearing a tragic loss of their baby. As you know I've lost multiple of my babies too soon. Although I am currently brewing a sweet rainbow boy that doesn't take away the pain and sadness I'll always have of what could've been. Through my losses writing ... View Post
Rainbow Baby Questions
What we sent to our families. And our fortune that told us that "Good news is coming soon" I still can't believe that I get to say that I am pregnant. If you've been following my journey for awhile then you know our TTC took almost 3 years before our first BFP (big fat positive), only for us to lose our baby shortly after we saw the heartbeat ... View Post
Miscarriage
They say every pregnancy is different. This should've been our pregnancy announcement Well so is every miscarriage. This early pregnancy loss I knew in advance, even before my doctor knew. Our lab e-mails me directly. What is weird, is I didn’t cry much at first. My last miscarriage I was thrown straight into a depression, My eyes were ... View Post
What no one talks about after having a miscarriage
There was supposed to be a baby bump If you are new here, after 3 years of TTC we had a missed miscarriage in August, and then we got our BFP just before 4 weeks in November. I had been having symptoms since the week prior, but I just thought it was from lack of sleep of having a brand new puppy. For 9 weeks I carried my sweet baby, I had all ... View Post
My Miscarriage Story
Warning: This is a sensitive topic on miscarriage and loss, and I'm sharing my real and raw feelings, I am not holding back on the pain and devastation I am in. I am writing this while I am currently still processing what has happened. This is my therapy, its unapologetic, nothing is held back. I am not okay. I've always been known as the ... View Post
How I conceived when you’ve tried everything
Trying to conceive is no easy task, especially when you are doing all the things and it seems that people left and right aren't even trying and they get pregnant. I bet you were like me and you've tried everything, including elevating your legs after sex. The worst thing is sex turns into a chore and the romance can get lost and you can start to ... View Post
