There was supposed to be a baby bump If you are new here, after 3 years of TTC we had a missed miscarriage in August, and then we got our BFP just before 4 weeks in November. I had been having symptoms since the week prior, but I just thought it was from lack of sleep of having a brand new puppy. For 9 weeks I carried my sweet baby, I had all ... View Post
My Miscarriage Story
Warning: This is a sensitive topic on miscarriage and loss, and I'm sharing my real and raw feelings, I am not holding back on the pain and devastation I am in. I am writing this while I am currently still processing what has happened. This is my therapy, its unapologetic, nothing is held back. I am not okay. I've always been known as the ... View Post
Life After Miscarriage
This is a post I was hoping I would never have to write, my life after miscarriage. I never wanted to be part of this club, but here I am. One in Four, knowing that it is so common doesn't make it easier, or even comforting. I wish no one ever has to go through this pain and hardship ever again. I don't care if you were pregnant for 1 day, 9 ... View Post
Fertility Boosting Smoothie
A lot of you have been asking what I've been doing to help boost my fertility, I see a naturopathic doctor, acupuncturist, and my Obgyn. I am on an array of supplements, herbs, seeds and foods to help my body function as well as possible. So far it seems we found the right mixture of everything because my cycles are back to 28 days and I am ... View Post
Infertility. It fucking sucks
Photo from BioEdge Yes, I said it. Infertility fucking sucks! I've not been quiet about my journey to motherhood, or how much we've been struggling trying to expand our family by 2 feet. I'm normally a very happy and positive person and this journey has thrown me for a loop. Most days I am good, I know one day I will be holding my beautiful ... View Post
Why we are NOT choosing IVF
Yes, I have been asked 1,000 times when we are starting IVF. Well we aren't. It is not an option that we are even considering. I know that sounds weird but due to my history of endometriosis and ovarian cysts (You can check out the Endometriosis tab for that 10 year wrap up) it isn't something that my body would handle well. I am actually ... View Post